Name: aelarria

Race: Half-elf / human

Eyes: Lavendar

Hair: Rich auburn (subject to change)

Lights: For lights speak to her/my Master, Mezlo

Neither is she thin or thick.  At a height of 5'3, her body is well toned. Firm shoulders lead into a modest chest (c-cup), a well toned stomach, slightly wide hips and firm smooth legs. Her hair is usually cut short, as it is not permitted in her upbringing for a submissive or slave or servant to have the longer hair that a maiden might have.  It denotes her status amongst her people. This may change as her Master allows. Born into slavery it is all she has known.  Bought through various slave trades, she found herself in a world with beasts and creatures - beings she had only heard of from stories passed down or overheard conversations.  It is here that her story unfolds, blank pages of a well worn book waiting to be written upon.

:The Submissive:
If it pleases Him to have me kneel before Him
 i will kneel reverently.
If it pleases Him to bind me
 i will gladly offer my arms to Him.
If it pleases Him to touch me
 i will allow myself to be touched.
If it pleases Him to teach me
 i will learn all i can.
If it pleases him to discipline me
 i will accept it without a sound.
If it pleases him to allow me to serve Him
 i will serve Him with loyalty and devotion.
~author unknown~

:Submissive Woman:
i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to my Master in a loving relationship.
i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.
i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.
i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never will i be more complete than when He is with me.
i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His strength and wisdom.
He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him.
His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.
Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy…
His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind.
If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness.
However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of O/our relationship.
The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship.
My body is His, and if He says i am beautiful, then i am.
No matter what i look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes,
and because of that i hold my head high.
If He says i am His precious jewel, then i am that…a beautiful, sparkling gem.
If He says that i am His pet, His slut, His whore, then i am that.. as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be.
My mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know only as He can.
i have no secrets from Him… for secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly His.
Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself…and i do not want walls.
His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own, but they are lessons He has decided that i need, and so i learn from Him.
My soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be when i kneel naked at His feet.
Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His presence, be He miles away or standing over me.
If i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any lashes could be.
The anguish of my soul that i feel when i disappoint Him is harder to bear than any physical anguish i feel.
i am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend His time and energy so freely on me.
i have the easier job, to feel, to experience,
to let myself go and abandon everything to Him.
i am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously.
i am a submissive woman.
i am proud to call myself that, my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly, and can only be given to the One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.
Only to my Master who has that strength, will i give myself fully, because i am strong and proud.
i am a submissive woman.
~Author Unknown~